All of these thoughts I’m thinking
All of these bottles we drinking
Feels like I’m going off the deep end
There’s water in the boat and I’m sinking.
Thers more than what you see up on the surface
I keep a smile but down inside I’m hurting
Learning to accept that I ain’t perfect
And letting people love me cause I’m worth it.
Cant settle I need the best know I deserve it
Past relationships that didn’t work then
But that don’t mean I gotta I call it curtains
Behind the scenes my God is always working.

Remember I was feeling so lonely
Even though I had all these homies
Cause no one on this Earth really knows me
They don’t even know the reason why I smoke weed
I was just fed up with being angry
What did I do to make my father hate me
In school my teachers wanted to sedate me
Why everybody always tryna change me.
Sort of like the last girl I was dating
But that’s my fault she wasn’t really GAY tee
One mistake I’ll no longer be making
Giving my heart to women that just take things.

No you can’t lay on your head on my pillow
If you can’t lift me up when I feel low
What you think I ain’t popping no PILLS for
I been numb for so long my heart still cold.
I wonder can I get much higher
Come too close n it might feel like you on fire
I don’t wanna burnout I’m no tire
Sick and tired and of always being so tired.
Remember when I used to work the fryers
Now any day could be the day I get fired
If I said that I was scared I’d be a liar
I just wanna make my music and inspire.


All of these thoughts I’m thinking
All of these bottles we drinking
Feels like I’m going off the deep end
There’s water in the boat and I’m sinking.
Thers more than what you see up on the surface
I keep a smile but down inside I’m hurting
Learning to accept that I ain’t perfect
And letting people love me cause I’m worth it.